what am i doing up? im tired but cant go to sleep. i need to goto sleep but i dont want to. and im bored. yeah its a little strange.

For some reason i felt like i wanted to make a list of things i wanted to do before i die. You can do it if you want but i figured if i was gonna make a list might as well share it

1. Play in professional tennis tournament, either the actual one or just the qualifying tourney for the shitty seeds. My whole life ive played tennis and everyone has always said ive had the most natural swing they have seen. I just never really tried to make something of my self. I always just wanted to play silly games and not get better. But id like to just know how I stack up with the real players. But if I were to do it the tourney would have to be the tourney in cincy. I grew up going to the tournament and watching them play and dreaming of playing with them.

2. Save or change a completely random person’s life. I would just feel great knowing that I came into a stranger’s life and changed it forever. The reason its gotta be someone random is so there is never that awkward feeling of ‘hey I saved your life…you owe me’… I mean just think of all the sex I could have with that person…

3. Make an actual computer game. Not one of my shitty games that take like 2 days, but a genuine game that looks good and you can play for weeks and not get bored. Just to be able to say ‘that video game you’re playing…yeah I made that’. I can’t imagine the feeling of being able to do this, it’s awesome to see someone, or hear someone, play something you spent a good couple of days on and think it’s the coolest thing they have seen in a day or two.

4. Be on the top of Mt. Everest. Not necessarily climb it but i just want to be on top of the world just for a few moments. Just knowing that you are the highest person; no one else in the entire world is higher than you. Everything in this world leads up to you.

5. Do an open mic night. I’ve always loved stand up comedy. The thing that makes me want to do is that im shy as fuck and it would be something I wouldn’t ever do. I never push my boundary and this would force to do it. I can’t just run off stage and I can’t just stand up there and look like a fool so id have to try my shit out.

ehh i know i got some othere ones but i cant think of em.